Mature Little Tigger - 2006

I'm ready......Realities of Life

Realities of Life

You gave me joy
You gave me strength
You showed me how to love
and open my heart once again

Tears of joy
Tears of sadness
Tears of courage
Embracing every goodness
from it all
for my soul is pure
free from attachments.

Heart light as a feather
Soaring in the universe
Embracing every goodness
from every uncertainty
With courage, perseverance,
passion to grow
and reach enlightenment.

Realities can be harsh and brutal
Yet they are insightful
to our soul to grow
into the being we are meant to be
To live life to the fullest
Embracing every moment that comes.

<28.09.06>

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I'm ready

I see light
I see truth
Reality kicks in
Decisions to be made
What's there? What's not?
What can I have?
Who do I ask?
Myself? Him? The Universe?

Arms wide open
Mind ready to receive
Heart ready to heal and grow
Ready to fall in love

Be at peace with life and the Universe
Never shed a tear to those unworthy
Love and cherish those worthy
Dance with them with glee
Dance with life
Dance with love
spread thy wings
fly high and soar
glide through life
with love and compassion
open thy heart and eyes
to the truth within.

<05.2006> Copyright © 2007 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

The Goodness of Hell

Shattered heart
Shattered dreams
Lost of hope
Focus gone astray

Faith like a yo-yo
Trust meter bouncing
Low spirits and a lost soul
Haunting memories
Sacrifices that bear no fruit

Renewed perspectives
New goals
New path to create and live
Heart set free
from rotten days of hell
from burdens of life
to a path worthy of light

Feelings of betrayal
Searching for the power of forgiveness
Allowing the power of love
and compassion
to heal all wounds
to forgive the wrong
to forgive thyself.


<25.08.06> Copyright © 2007 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

Negativity

Green with envy
for experiences that I could never have
Despaired, discouraged
Heart shattered
Opportunity lost, knowledge gained
Haunting flashbacks
Sleepness nights, eyes wide open
Clouded mind, shattered heart, dreams crushed
Time the mighty healing power.

<24.08.06> Copyright © 2007 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

About you

You are my inspiration
You are my light
You are my strength and wisdom
to gaining many insights to my life

Your sense of humor
Charming as always
Your big heart
filled with love, compassion, forgiveness and empathy,
Your smile - radiant and seductive
that melts my heart away
powerless and mersmerized
In mind, body and soul.

Copyright © 2007 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

Poem to my dear friend, LIZ - 2005

The Way

A poem created for my dear friend, Liz.

Troubled waters,
Soon to pass,
Calm sea,
Enlightening as can be,
Open your heart and mind,
For it will show you the way to LIGHT!

Copyright © 2007 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

A poem dedicated to my lovely friend, Maja - 2005

Beautiful Soul

Beautiful woman you are
Strong and full of spirit
With an ever glowing smile

Cheerful as you are
Bringing laughter to every environment
The greatness of your social skills and charisma
Will take you far.

Curls of your hair
Bouncing beautifully off your face
Those beautiful, sensuous deep eyes
Full of courage, strength
Sexiness and seductiveness within

Continue to glow as you may
For you bring joy to many souls
With your spirit of life and presence
That glows so brightly
All around you

Copyright © 2007 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

More poems from 2005

Who you are

Such a glowing smile
Full of humor
Full of warmth
and character.

A brain with big dreams
A big heart to give
To people that walk by
leaving foot prints within those people.

A mature being
with a child within
Full of charisma
to be shared
Full of curiosity
to be explored.

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Dance of Soul

Angels of the souls
singing and dancing
to the wonderful tunes of the soul

The scent from everything nature offers
everything that the sun and moonlight touches
ever so softly and beautifully
takes every breath away

Signs of wisdom
from every corner of the earth
deep within the soul
from every walks of life
brings light to
any darken soul

Awaken your dreams
let your desires flow
awaken the strength in you
to fight through every hurdle
jump or leap if you must
crawl or walk if you want
let no boundaries of fear
hold you back
from the glory of it all.

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Friends

Circle of friends
they come and they go
some leave foot prints, then leave
some go just with a blow
some stay for a while,
be the wisdom guide
and a very handful of them
that stay for good
to comfort us
to laugh with us
to cry with us
to guide us to light
to love and care for us
to share their affection
to encourage us in life
to hug us
to love us as who we are

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Essence of Life

Truth is the essence of sanity,
Health is the essence of life,
Challenges are the essence of strength.

Fears are the essence of courage and growth,
Love is the essence of kindness,
Forgiveness is the essence of compassion,
Hope is the essence of belief.

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Flying Swans

This poem was created in the train on my way back from work on November 2nd with a few people in mind including myself.

Two swans alike
Beautiful as they can be
Confident and strong
Soft and vulnerable
But emptiness within.

Lost in the dark
Flying to find its path
Stumbling against walls
Keeping its optimism
Wherever it lands.

Beautiful skies beyond reach
Colorful rainbows of life
Greener pastures to reach
Certainty to be discovered and found
To a life of complete fulfillment.

Copyright © 2007 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

Poems of 2005

Songs of the Soul

Life
through the eyes of the innocence
clear as crystal
sorting the gems from the dirt
sparkles through the soul
shining brightly and smiling
with open arms
to usher in the goodness of it all.

Clarity
full of wisdom and patience
tapping into the stream of soulful acts
acting versus reacting
loving kindness over hatred
openess to learn the jewels of life
to embrace the beauty within
for the goodness of one's soul

Forgiveness
essence of life
live not with hate
but LOVE

LOVE
the jewel of all gems
ever so powerful
embracing it within
heals all injured souls

Fears and flaws
demons of the soul
blocking every goodness that flows
fear not, hate not
for within is the loving, precious
loveable, fearless child
that is ready to shine
and bring forth the goodness
it has to offer to the world
and reap the goodness from the world.

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Dear Baby Angel






Baby Angel
the child within
you are beautiful
you are smart
you are full of spirit and warmth
you are full of laughter
that makes everyone around you smile with glee
you are full of cares
caring for the people around you
with full of hope and patience

Baby Angel
the innocence of you
you are spiritual
you are courageous
you are fearless
with great strengths within

Baby Angel
the purity of your soul
you are my child
you are playful
you are witty
you are talented
with all the skills you have and can share

Baby Angel
you are full of wisdom
the heart of the child
you are patient
you are creative
you are adventurous
to the extreme of your capabilities
seeking the adrenaline rush
enlightening and awakening
every senses and nerves in you my child

Baby Angel
never doubt yourself
you are who you are
you are full of charisma
you are full of love and forgiveness
you are full of wisdom
sharing with every lost soul you meet
you are full of courage
taking each step with clarity and consciousness
in spite of all fears
to seek new knowledge and reach greater heights
in every aspect imagined
you are the heart of the soul
awaken yourself my dear child
the power is within you
my Baby Angel.

Copyright © 2007 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

Sunday Barbeque by Kokkai River - 2004

This is my original composition based on the event that took place on a Sunday by the Kokkai River with my friends.

Copyright © 2007 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

Tigger's Poem in 2004

Thoughts of WISDOM

The mind

A powerful source

Connects your every senses

Emotions like a yo-yo

Optimism versus negativity

Each tries to over power

Knowledge and wisdom

Courage and confidence

That ripens with time

Life

Comes with peaks and valleys

Joy and pains

to enrich one's life and tolerance

Insecurities, doubts and judgements

A belief within ourself that we are unworthy

Of the greatness nature is ready to offer us

Nature reflects our beliefs

In people we interact with

And situations we encounter

To knock senses to us for changes

In ourselves, situations or people we hold dear

Jealousy and unthoughtful

Ego and ignorance

Are values to distant oneself from

For the better of things

Love, smiles, hugs

"Thank you" and "Sorry"

Are emotions and words

So powerful

In everyday life

Goodness that never fails nor fade.

Copyright © 2007 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

Tigger's Poems in 2003

"Rolling emotions"

freedom and independence

one that i have longed for

now i have it

if not close

what does it bring?

choices, decisions, conflicts

and many more

i seek love,

i seek career

and financial stability,

i seek companionship,

i seek experiences,

knowledge and wisdom,

i seek happiness

and contentment in life

to the heart and soul

will i find it?

staying strong is never easy,

comes with lots of sacrifices, heart aches,tears and joy

everything in a package

confidence and optimism

a constant maintainance

people see the pleasant framework

what made the structure

not many know

all the hardship in life

to construct that,

is all a total exploration

and mystery.

confusion creates

doubts and heart aches

dealing with it

is never easy

a strong and constructive

mind needed.

feel the need

to be wanted

to be needed

to be loved

and give love

to be important

to be strong

to be attractive

to be wild

to be cared for

to provide cares

to be supported

and to give support

to be independent

to be courageous

to be the best

i can be.

mental loneliness

is hard to endure

fear of hope

only to despair

stabbing wounds

punching like waves

in the heart

tears of sorrow

aching heart

with every attempt

is something to overcome

and be stronger

for another attempt

and another and another.

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*LONELINESS*

loneliness

seeking the feeling

of being missed

of being loved and wanted

in every sense.

wished to come home to someone

and for someone to come home to me

is very fulfilling

sharing precious quiet moments

in each other's arms

feeling the warmth and love

from each other.

tears of loneliness

and emptiness

rolling endlessly

every drop of tear is a sorrow shed

with the hope

of many joyous moments to come.

Copyright © 2007 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

Poems from a dear friend of the past (1993 - 2001)

Here are the poems written by my friends in the past. Beautifully composed. Enjoy. :)

You

You are the most important part of everything I do

And my life is so much happier

Since the day I met you.

Although a year has passed

I still remember everything

Just like it was yesterday

I want you to know that

The love I have for you

Time won't ever change

And there is nothing I want more

Throughout the days to be

Than just to go on loving you

And knowing that you love me.

~ By L.P ~

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You're Special

Sharing some thoughts with you today

Of how you make a difference

You give yourself freely

With such love and caring

These are my thoughts....

With you I cuddle

With you I can hug

You're cuddly and snuggly

And know how to nestle

Right into a nice warm embrace

I wish I could tell you

So that you know

Deep in your heart

How very special

You are to me.

~ By L.P ~

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You Are...

The things that make you what you are

Are worthy now of mention

You are loving, caring, supportive

An angel of kindness and love

I truly mean this

At home with the nice warm feelings

Of hugging and embracing

You're cuddly and cozy

And want to be held

Curled up comfortably in loving arms

Four leaf clovers...

The best surprises...

Favorite places and plans...

All very special...

But not as special as YOU!

~ By L.P ~

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Would you

Would your eyes sparkle if I looked in them,

and if I kissed you gently on your cheek

Would your skin be soft,

And if I stroked back your hair with my hand to see your lovely face,

Would you smile,

And to hold your hand and pull you to me and whisper to say " I love you"

and to kiss you so gentle on your lips,

to feel how warm they are,

and to put my arms around you

to hold you and feel your heart against mine,

never to let you go,

just to watch you walk beside me,

And to look at you,

as you laugh with a smile as bright as the sun,

melting my heart for you

caring so much for each other

Even in the rain we could stand holding each other

feeling the water on our smiles,

I could kiss you with the rain drops on your lips,

looking at your hair all wet and laughing together,

our hearts so warm,

I could love you like this so much,

But always see the reality of two seperate worlds between us

but appreciating the special bond of friendship we have,

You make me smile when online talking to you

and feel so close to you at times

You are very loving and sincere

which just pulls at my heart for you

and so I enter back into the reality of my world

but have something so special from you in my heart.

~ By P.H ~

More of Tigger's Thoughts (1999 - 2002)

You...you

You were my light

You were my hope

You were my guardian angel

You were my love

What happened?

That all these attributes have been change with just a snap

I still wonder at times

Why it happened?

Maybe it's for the best or maybe

It's to draw people we hold dear nearer to us

Everything in life is a mystery to unfold

So many decisions to make and failures to face and struggle

Is this what we call human life?

There's still more to learn about life altogether

May this journey of realisation and exploration be a fruitful one.

~ By Jade G ~

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Why?...Why?....Why?

Why did this happen?

Is this how our life should be?

So many questions yet to be answered!

Will we ever fall in love again with each other?

Only HE knows

Did we expected too much from each other?

So many restrictions we have set upon ourselves and the relationship

till it reached a dead end road

Where we have lost ourselves in soul altogether

Maybe this is the time HE has set upon us

To find our soul and true self again

To feel the love, care and comfort we need for our precious life

To find out if we were really meant for each other or otherwise

It's such a hurtful and painful phase to go through

to find self and life realisation of what we need in our life

But I think that's how HE has planned and want it to be

For us to learn the lessons that we need

For our soul to be successful in our life

May HE guide us and look upon us when we are in need of HIM

To send a guardian angel to guide us

May HE have mercy on our souls and

May HE bless us from head to toe.

~ By Jade G. ~

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Knowing

Knowing that you are happy

I am happy too

Though we may have sacrificed so much for each other, ourselves and people around us

May this sacrifice be a worth while one

Knowing each day that's going to come our way

That someone out there still cares for us

that is our friends, family and YOU my friend

Is ever so comforting for the soul

Make it known that friends, family and loved ones are not to be forgotten

For they bring us joy, pain and sorrows that makes us stronger in person each day

They are the teachers of our soul

Never forget that

My dearest friend.

~ By Jade G ~

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Cherish

Cherish our friends

For they bring light to our life

Without them

What would become to ourselves and the world

Remember friends are still human beings on earth

That needs people to care, nurture, love and comfort them

Never for one moment

Neglect them

Especially when they are in need

For that would be a memorable experience that can't be replaced

that bonds us together and make the circle of friendship grow fonder

After all

Life on earth is just a journey till we meet our creator

So, let's cherish the friendship that we have

Tell them " I love you my friend "

You make my world glow with brightness

Do it now before it's too late to say it or

you may even not have a chance to do it.

~ By Jade G. ~

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Friends like you

Having friends like you

always makes my day brighter each day

Having you to share my ups and downs is ever so comforting

Knowing that you care for me

And I care for you too my friend

That makes our bond of friendship stronger each day and

each struggle we go through together draws us closer as our friendship blossoms

I feel lucky to have you as my friend

You are like a star

Ever so special and glowy

Thank you my friend for being you and

especially for being my friend

Looking forward to the growth of our friendship in years to come

And may it continue on.

~ By Jade G. ~

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Hmmmmm...nice

Being able to talk openly is as though a dream come true

Who would expect things to turn out this way?!

Only GOD knows why exactly

How great it is for not putting restrictions and expectations on ourselves

and the friendship bond we hold dearly

Life is way better and healthy once again now

Looking towards the light that our friendship brings.

~ By Jade G. ~

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Friends

Friends come and goin our life

Only true friends will stay by our side

no matter what our short comings may be

True friends will try to put a smile on our faces when we frown

True friends will pull us up whenever we are in need

Truw friends will always light up our life.

~ By Jade G ~

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Questions!!

Though we've met some time ago

I still have doubts about everything

I wonder if you really like me of just putting on a mask

I wonder if we were meant to be with each other

I wonder about so many things in my life

Where can I ever find these answers?

Only time will reveal them.

~ By Jade G. ~

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What I love about you

I love you becos

You are who you are

being yourself through and through

I love you for being such a caring person

I love you for being intellectual

I love you for being such a loving person

I love you for being understanding of everything

I love you for being so forgiving and supportive

I love you for your courage and enthusiasm

I love you for being able to bring the best out of me

Thank you my love

My list of "I love you's" has no ending

it grows in time

I love you more and more each day.

~ By Jade G. ~

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Sadness

I've never felt so much hurt

till you betrayed me as a friend

Neglecting as you would

Is ever so disheartening

I thought you were my friend

to be there for me and care for me in times of need

I marked your words that you would be my true friend

I believed you and trusted you

However, it is all only a lie through and through

You have never been my sincere friend

I thought you were

But you definitely have let me down

dissapointed me and above all proved me right

You were never my friend and perhaps forever you will not be my friend.

~ By Jade G. ~

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Hope and Faith

Though we spent a brief time together

it seemed like a lifetime

You are someone so close to my expectations of a man for my life

Yet we have to part andgo our seperate ways

There's no explaination why I felt so connected to you

Probably no one would know the reason

I believe with hope and faith

We shall or may reunite some day

To enjoy the moments of being together and cherish it once again

May this day become a reality

Till then hope is all I've got.

~ By Jade G ~

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What is it?

Meeting you is the best thing that had happen in my life

Your radiant smile and sparkling eyes that first caught my attention

the connection we had is never replaceable

Though at times I think to myself

Is this feeling real?!

It's so hard not to fall for you

Your charms, your moves

Is ever so breathtaking.

~ By Jade G. ~

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Something for all of you

Believe in yourself

that you are good enough for eveything that you do and wish to do

Believe that you are as good as anybody else or even better!

It's alright to have fear in us

but do not let that stop you from trying or achieving what you want!

Failures will only make us stronger not weaker.....

we are only failures when we give up totally and lose all our hopes in ourselves

Remember that!

Always have courage to face your challenges in life

even though you think you might fail or get hurt

for every failure there will be a success

Look how you've got to this point of your life

remember how a baby reacts and works

they fall yet they have that courage to get back on their feet

without fear but to succeed

Always look on the brighter side of life

for you only probably live once

so go all out and reach for the stars

for they are still shining bright

Just open your eyes to the wonders in your life

smile to every person that you meet

let the people you care about know how you really feel

in the hopes that we will lead a much happier and peaceful life within ourselves and

also leave some footprints in other people's life.

~ By Jade G. ~

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You are special

Though we are far apart,

I could feel the bond that we have together

while we are online,chatting, laughing, teasing and caring for each other,

how sometimes I wish reality doesn't get in the way

for us both to explore our horizons.

You are ever so caring and loving

a very rare character I am glad that I've got to know you

at least you showed me that there is still that rare someone out there

I like the way you are when you are with me online

you make me feel special and cared for and

I could fall for you if I am not careful and

you should know that

You will always have some place in my heart

for you are a very rare and special jewel

though I have never met you in person

but I like you for your honesty and sincereity,

your love and cares and the passionate kisses you give

the comfort you share mmmmmmmmmmmmm............

Remember that precious and friends it shall be for now.....

for we still have to get back to reality

and I am glad that we have met.

~ By Jade G ~

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Feelings

Gazing into your eyes

gives me this loving feeling

that's deep within you
Your sparkling eyes

and your radiant smile

brightens up my day

There's this unexplainable feeling

that's within me and you

that's so great to pull us together,

feel connected to each other

and be one

I love the way you are

the things you say and do

the love and cares you provide

is ever so comforting to the mind and soul

You will always be special to me in my mind, heart and soul

till the day we get to reunite

keeping in touch,having hope, wisdom

and having the thought of you

is all i can do for now.

~ By Jade G. ~

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Our Precious Baby

You were a surprise in our lives

That brought happiness and anxiety in us

We look forward to see you develop so much

In mommy's womb,

but you didn't give us a chance to see it through completely,

You are still in our minds and hearts

And we know that you are in God's hand

Safe and sound

We will meet again our baby,

Mommy and daddy loves you

And misses your presence

Rest in peace my little one

In God's Heaven.

~ By Jade G ~

Copyright © 1999 - 2002 Jade Goh, All rights reserved.

Poems from the past (1999 - 2002)

These poems were written back in 1999 by myself while I was doing some soul searching within myself when I was going through my valleys and peaks to center myself, cleanse my soul and find myself. I found it a good way for me to release my emotions which had helped me tremendously to center myself when need be.

Life

Though things are different now

But deep down inside,

I would like you to know

That I will be there for you

When you are in need,

I will be your supporting pillar

For I will still love you

For the rest of my life.

Remember that life

Is always full of struggles

That we have to face

So that we will grow stronger within

To face the challenges

That are bound to surface in our life.

Face it with dignity and pride

Be strong and know that

You will succeed in time to come.

Be grateful with what you have

And cherish them while you still can,

Be happy with all your accomplishments in life

For that is what you reap with every effort you have put in

Give a pat on your back and say "well done".

You are never alone

Let's look forward to the future we hold

Have faith and life goes on.

~ By Jade G ~

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Love is .....

Love is strange

Love has miracles

Love is what everyone needs

My love for you is so real

That no one would ever know

Not even you except me myself.

You make my world go round

You were so calm about everything

The confidence and charm that you developed

Has drawn me nearer to you.

You put smiles to my face, heart and soul

Life is full of wonders

That no one person could predict

Not even the loveliest or smartest person in this world.

Letting go is not easy

Fighting against one's heart is a disaster altogether.

Life is full of ups and downs

That helps mould people's life

Never be afraid of failures

As it will make you stronger and wiser.

Open up your heart and soul

To feel the wonders of love

That is all around you

Take some time to look deep inside yourself

You may find miracles.

For you are the love of my life

Now and forever it shall be

Till we part on this earth

And rejoice in the hands of GOD

In heaven.

I love you.

~ By Jade G ~

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Have Courage

Being with you

I feel joy and happiness

Once in a while

We may stumble upon some sorrows

And challenges in our life

Never fear

You can do it!

The world is our teacher

To teach us the lessons we need

Embrace them and face it with courage

For it makes us stronger inside

That's the way HE is looking after you

That's the way life is.

~ By Jade G ~

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Us

Though we've known each other for so long

Life is still a mystery to uncover

There are still so many things

To learn about each other, others and the world

Which make life ever so painful and interesting

At the same time

It's easy to take things and people

For granted in life

And it takes only seconds

To destroy what we cherish most in our life

That we never realise it till it is gone or destroyed

So look deep within yourself

Cherish every moment you have

For it could just

Be your last!

~ By Jade G ~

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Hope

Hearing your voice

Is ever so comforting

Knowing what's happening in your life is ever so interesting and amusing

Though sometimes there may be doubts on what you say or confess

But that's never an important issue

Is it?

When will we ever trust again I wonder

Or we might never will

Staying connected is always good for the soul and

To find forgiveness in our life

May we stay connected

And keep in touch

Knowing that we care and love

Each other everyday

Of our life...

Thinking of you

~ By Jade G ~

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Who are you?

You're my inspiration

You're my destiny

You give me hopeand strength to strive on and on

You were there for me

When I needed you most

Thank you my friend

Let it known that our friendship will last forever being unique as it is

Let the flame of friendship burn eternally

Remember, when you are in need

Think of ME

For I will beyour guardian angel

To bring light and hope to your gloomy life

And may you rejoice and feel revived from your dark soul

From me to youmy dearest friend

Nothing in this world is more important than your friendship and cares

You are precious and

Nothing can change that fact

Remember that my friend "I love you".....

*smile*

~ By Jade G ~

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Hurt

What have I done to you

for you to have that cruel intention

For I've been good to you

treated you with respect and

this is what I receive in return?

Hearing that few words coming from you

Is ever so painful to hear

The hurt that you've caused

will change my view of you FOREVER!

All this while I thought you were my "friend"

Instead you were actually in disguise

You are such a hipocrit

I pity you having to live a life of hipocracy

The burden you carryin your heart is ever so devastating

I forgive you for what you have said and hurt me

For that's the only way I'll ever go on with my life with peace and harmony

May you look deep into your true self worth

than being such a hipocrit

And lose all your sincere heart felt and caring abilities

May God have mercy on you and

may HE bless you from head to toe.

~ By Jade G. ~

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Though.....

Though deep down inside

I know you are never coming back to me

Not even consider at all of doing that

I'm afraid that I'm losing you

Though that's pretty disheartening

But I know that was probably meant to happen

To make us grow in person

Be stronger, wiser and to find our self worth again

To treat ourselves with respect and to love ourselves again

May this be our turning point in our life

for a brighter, cheerful and prosperous life and

to find true love again

But I would hope

Though things didn't work out

As how we would like it to be

that you would never forget your friends

No matter what

For they are the roots of your life

Remember that my friend

~ By Jade G. ~

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Strange

We seem to be so connected

even when it was the first time we met

You were there for me

When I needed comfort

You were able to put smiles on my face

when I was feeling blue

You manage to tickle

My funny bone when I needed a laugh

You were so ever caring and understanding

You are such a unique person

That I would never want to lose for this world

As you are so ever special to me

Though we have never met in person

the cares that you have provided

no words could ever describe it

It was real I know

But I am sure

We'll meet one day

Till that day comes

I wish you well my friend

I love you

~ By Jade G. ~

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