Looking back

Here I am having looked over some of my old blogs I feel and can see how far I've come in this journey called life. I wished I had kept some of my postings from the past when I was thinking I had reached spiritual enlightenment. Ah the decisions that we make that leaves a bitter sweet memory.

I've been a Christian for about 4.5 years now, I still feel there is still so much for me to learn about God. My journey as a Christian hasn't been rosy all the way. I do face temptations that lure me away from God but I persevere through to fight the temptation and focus on Jesus. In the Bible we can see trials and tribulations in life that we will face no matter what are inevitable. What do I do? I focus as best as I can on Jesus who knows my every struggle in life who can give me the peace and rest I need albeit the circumstances may be challenging.

As I look back into my life, I had lived a pretty sorrowful life in spite of me being a positive person. There was a time in my life in my late twenties to early thirties that I had cried a lot due to the heartaches I faced from failures. It was not until I found Jesus that my life changed for the better where joy was more prominent in my life. There is hope in Jesus is all I can say.

There are still many things in my life that I need to die to so I can be purer for Christ. It's not going to be easy but I am determined to run the race with patience and hope.