Tigger's Poems in 2003

"Rolling emotions"

freedom and independence

one that i have longed for

now i have it

if not close

what does it bring?

choices, decisions, conflicts

and many more

i seek love,

i seek career

and financial stability,

i seek companionship,

i seek experiences,

knowledge and wisdom,

i seek happiness

and contentment in life

to the heart and soul

will i find it?

staying strong is never easy,

comes with lots of sacrifices, heart aches,tears and joy

everything in a package

confidence and optimism

a constant maintainance

people see the pleasant framework

what made the structure

not many know

all the hardship in life

to construct that,

is all a total exploration

and mystery.

confusion creates

doubts and heart aches

dealing with it

is never easy

a strong and constructive

mind needed.

feel the need

to be wanted

to be needed

to be loved

and give love

to be important

to be strong

to be attractive

to be wild

to be cared for

to provide cares

to be supported

and to give support

to be independent

to be courageous

to be the best

i can be.

mental loneliness

is hard to endure

fear of hope

only to despair

stabbing wounds

punching like waves

in the heart

tears of sorrow

aching heart

with every attempt

is something to overcome

and be stronger

for another attempt

and another and another.

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*LONELINESS*

loneliness

seeking the feeling

of being missed

of being loved and wanted

in every sense.

wished to come home to someone

and for someone to come home to me

is very fulfilling

sharing precious quiet moments

in each other's arms

feeling the warmth and love

from each other.

tears of loneliness

and emptiness

rolling endlessly

every drop of tear is a sorrow shed

with the hope

of many joyous moments to come.

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